Is it wrong to pray for identifying the spirit unto God?

I try to get the pastor to do it, but they don't want to do it. I think they are afraid because they don't know how to handle it. I do it and he shows me demon possession. When I was at church the pastor said may Jesus shine on you, and I start to mively twitch so much that even the pastor stares at you. But I am so use to people calling it not demon possession, that I start to think it is crazy also. But the next week he did the prayer again, and he said the same thing, but nothing happened. Then he said may Jesus turn his face toward you. I am twitching mively in an anger NO kinda way. Then a week later the pastor does his closing prayer again and says the same thing. Nothing happens. When he says may he turn his face toward you. I hallucinate and I see picture of a demons face in pain and anger screaming at God. So now I have to wait again tell next week to see my story unfold. May the Lord keep my crazy bones uplifted..God shows me I am demon possessed. Is it wrong to ask?